Pulling my hair out, as the waiting continues

Tomorrow is New Years eve. The gals at work have been asking me to go out with them for New Years for the past week, but it just doesn’t feel right. I mean, I know I’m not supposed to sit around and mope but I kind of can’t help it. I miss Curtis.

The bosses at work make it sound like I could be leaving soon but they’ve been saying that for 4 months. I’m taking what they say with a LARGE grain of salt.

I’m just ready to be reunited with him and not separated ever again. We’ve been married two years and have barely spent a year of it together. Sorry to stress and pout, but sometimes you gotta let it out. I miss having someone to bounce ideas off of, and someone to make sure all the doors are locked at night. All the little things.

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  1. Wiley said,

    January 2nd, 2008 at 3:51 am

    Hey girl,

    Happy new year! I hope you managed to enjoy it just a little even though Curtis was so far away. Believe me, I know how hard that is – and it’s often the big occasions like NYE, and birthdays etc that feel the lonliest. But you’re strong – army strong, in fact ;) And you and Curtis will be together again soon – I can feel it (and I’m the Mahdi so I must be right…)
    Until then, you know you are surrounded by friends and family who will do anything for you. So next time you’re thinking of moping, set yourself a challenge and figure out how to call me :)
    I’m moving back to Canberra tomorrow (ugh) so I will try and call you once I get all settled and so forth. Take care of yourself!

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